Day by Day

One of the odd things about this mental breakdown (I really can't find a better word for it) is how calm I am. I wrote earlier about caring-but-not-caring. It's a weird calm. If it weren't for the anxiety, I'd think I had finally achieved normalcy. One of the things that doesn't bother me...because I care, … Continue reading Day by Day

Writing and PTSD

I've been trying to write, but nothing comes out. It's difficult to explain how my mind is working right now. It's rather nonsensical. I care, but I don't. How does one explain that? I do have a theory as to why, however. Why my brain cares, but then it immediately doesn't. It's directly related to … Continue reading Writing and PTSD