Day by Day

One of the odd things about this mental breakdown (I really can't find a better word for it) is how calm I am. I wrote earlier about caring-but-not-caring. It's a weird calm. If it weren't for the anxiety, I'd think I had finally achieved normalcy. One of the things that doesn't bother me...because I care, … Continue reading Day by Day


Just got home from meeting with my Calc professor. I feel no better or worse now. I really do feel as numb as I ever have. If I can get admissions to sign off the papers tomorrow, well, I don’t want to talk about it. Everyone keeps saying that I need to do what’s best … Continue reading Self


Single Parenting While Sick I cannot recall the last time I was so sick for so long. Tonight is my second night of Tylenol cold medicine. In the meantime, my kids still need to go to school and get picked and then go back and then there's tutoring and then there are my other "kids," … Continue reading SPWS