It does. There really is nothing to do but move along with it. I had a conference for work this weekend. I signed up for it back when I felt better, invincible even. I nearly called off but didn't want to use the PTSD as an excuse. So, off I went to Riverside City College. … Continue reading Life Moves On
Just got home from meeting with my Calc professor. I feel no better or worse now. I really do feel as numb as I ever have. If I can get admissions to sign off the papers tomorrow, well, I don’t want to talk about it. Everyone keeps saying that I need to do what’s best … Continue reading Self
In case you haven't heard, I have PTSD. Also, in case you haven't heard, it's been hell lately. I talk a lot about my PTSD. I know it annoys people, but these are the same sorts of people who didn't care that my parents and my ex abused me so fuck them. One of the … Continue reading PTSD and Life 3
Being 30 years behind is overwhelming. This week more than most. I spent 3 days in bed, except when I was taking my kids everywhere they needed to be, and I went to work. Now I have a Calc exam on Tuesday and, well, a lot. So I need a reminder of why I do … Continue reading Reminders
I'm sick today. So sick I skipped Chem. I don't think I've been sick enough to miss school since I started back. It's pretty bad. I slept all morning so I could go to work this afternoon. Now I'm pretty dead. Anyway, more important matters are... My final book tally for my birthday (in September). … Continue reading Books and Things
Tonight I discovered why people choose a major in Communications. Yes, we took an entire two weeks, with one week off class, to create homemade games. This is our group's game. It is the lamest because we have two STEM majors and two nursing majors. I hate to stereotype, but we're not super artistic. The … Continue reading Chose Your Major
And I don't see it enough. 😀 I am so tired I nearly forgot to post today and it was such a great day. I got my first Chem exam back and I got a B. I could have done better but I studied too widely, wider than the professor's study guide. Next time I'll … Continue reading Sleep is My Best Friend
Me at 6:30am. Me at 9:00 pm. Some grocery shopping in between. I had planned to write more, but I need to be up at 4am to start it all over again.
...will continue tomorrow. Not so much the last few days. Too much homework right now. I thought I was catching up today, then I got stuck in Calculus. Some days some dark part of me whispers, "English is such an easy major. You'd barely have to break a sweat."
Well, I lived through the second week of my 49th year. It was certainly an eventful week. But I do not want to think about politics right now. 😦 So, the thing I hope my friends understand (and most of them do) is that when your going to school, but you are also a mom, … Continue reading Weekly Review